I still love you...

I still love you. I know I should be over you by now. I know that I should be able to move on from you. I just can't. 

You were everything to me. You still are. I constantly find myself wishing that you would show up at my door, asking me to take you back. Every text message I receive, I hope that it's from you. Before I answer every phone call, I can't help but wish it were you on the other end of the phone. I see you everyday and all I want to do is walk up to you and tell you how much I miss you. I almost do. But I don't.  

I just want to know if you miss me too. Somebody told me that you had said you did, but how can I believe that? I feel as if I messed up by moving on. The only reason I moved on to him was because I didn't want to be alone. I'm not even sure he meant anything to me. It only made me realize how much I missed you and how much I really love you. But I guess it's too late for that. I guess you really are done with me. I guess it's really time for me to be done with you too. The only thing is, I'm not sure how I do that. How do you give up on someone that you love?