Please say you do.

"Every time you smile I get butterflies. When you laugh I can't help but smile. When you hold my hand my heart soars. When you put your hand on my chest my heart skips a beat. Happy can't explain how I feel when i'm with you." 

When I first read this message from you i'm pretty sure I stared at my phone for about five minutes just smiling and reading it over and over again. I could not believe that I meant so much to you and I loved that you were able to tell me that. This was the moment I knew I loved you. 

I'm honestly just trying to figure out how you could say this to me and then change your mind. You acted like I meant so much and then one day it was just over. One day you showed up at my door and I knew exactly what you were going to say to me. I knew we were over. 

I told myself that I would be okay and that maybe I didn't really love you. I told my friends that we just weren't right for each other and they believed that. I told you that I understood your decision and that maybe we would be better off alone. I said all of these things, but not one of them did I truly believe. 

I believed that we could be perfect for each other if only we had tried to work it out. I believed that you were going to be the one I spent my life with. I believed that I would do absolutely anything for you. All of these, I still believe. 

I just wish I knew why you said all of those sweet things to me and then left me. Do you regret it? Do you miss me too? 

Please say you do.